To Whom It May Concern, But Does Not Care

[ernesto thaddeus m. solmerano]

:-[To Whom It May Concern,

I am wondering at this very minute if you are thinking of me , if like me, you are wondering what is taking us so long to find each other . Many times I thought I finally found you only to be disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet ended . I get up each morning hoping, dreaming, longing to meet you. I am thinking of how we will meet, would it be as romantic as the ones I have seen in movies? Or is it possible that I have known you all my life but we have yet to realize that we are meant for each other? Oh how I wish you were here right now because you are the only one who has the answers to all my questions.

Sometimes I ask myself if I have ever really known "love". ???I do not have the answer to that question either but I believe that, more often than not, we will never really know what love is until we find that right person.... and since I have not found you yet, then maybe I do not really know what love is!

:oYou just don't know how often I dream of finally knowing what it feels like to be in your arms. Even at this very moment I am imagining how you will simply sweep me off my feet! Perhaps I would be drawn to you by your smile, or your eyes, or maybe even how you manage to make me laugh by your silly little ways! I don't really know for sure but I am praying that God will help me recognize you when the right time comes.

:'(I think of all the pain that I have gone through in the past and of how much I have cried since the day I began my search. I just wanted you to know that I find my strength in clinging onto my vision of the beautiful life ahead of me --- the life I shall spend with you. In my mind and in my heart I know that you are worth all that pain and sacrifice. ;DAfter all, the tears have become a part of my life and I believe that they are slowly washing away my flaws so that I would become perfect, not perfect in its truest sense, but perfect --- for YOU!

I wonder if you've gone through so much pain as well. :'(I wonder if you've been hurt so many times along the journey. But my dearest one, please don't ever give up because I am right here... patiently waiting for you! I assure you that when we finally find each other I would slowly heal those wounds by my love.

:-*At night, I would look out my window and stare at the beautiful sky, hoping that somehow you are also looking up and wondering about me. I utter a silent prayer and send all my cries to the heavens above thinking that in time they would reach you. :(And when I feel impatient, I just close my eyes and believe that you are on your way and that you are longing to see me as well. It is funny but when I finally fall asleep, it is still you that I think of, for you are always in my dreams.

It seems that, for now, that is the only place where I can hold on to you, long enough to tell you how much I love you. In my dreams you would kiss away my fears and wrap me with your arms of love. And this, all the more, makes me want to wake up and face the new day ahead with the hope that soon enough, you will no longer be a dream but a reality and once again I am assured that you are worth the wait.

And when that time comes, everything will fall into its place, 8-)just as I had imagined, just as I had thought and dreamed, just as I had believed it would be! By then, I would simply look back and smile at all that I have gone through, in spite of the pain and amidst the simple joys of life --- and I would be very thankful because they all led me to you! :DIn the meantime, take care of yourself for me. Hold on to our dream and don't even think of letting go. Believe in your heart that we will find each other no matter what happens. God has planned the course and it is up to us to follow the directions. Don't worry, don't be afraid about getting lost, God saw to it that all the roads, no matter which one you choose to follow, lead to me.


Love, me

[Mr Aranas]

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sir can I ask you a question?

where did you get all the qoutations here inside the forums?

[mizzclick]

Life is a short dream yet everybody is busy. If they’re aren’t staying in a busy condition, they think that their life has no meaning, that they’re wasting a precious piece of second, that the society no longer needs them, or that no one loves or wants them.

So, as soon as these ill-busy creatures wake up, they have a series of tasks to perform: drink their black coffee, watch news on the television, read newspaper, tell their family members not to wait for him/her because he/she will come home late, drive their way to their destination, thinking hard, looking at their watch, making text and call on their mobile phones and ensuring that everyone can see what an important person he/she is, very useful to the world.

Then he/she arrives at work and sit down to deal with the clients, the paper works and the assigned duty.
If he/she is an employee, he/she does his/her best to make sure that his/her boss has seen that he/she is a very effective agent. If he/she is a boss, he/she sets everyone t work immediately. If there are no important tasks to be done, he/she will come up with a new plan, create them, and develop new strategies of actions, gives advices or criticisms to his/her people just so they can feel they are better than they really are .

When lunch break comes in, he/she will still ruminate about his/her job; formulate an evidenced-based step to browbeat his/her competitors.

Then, he/she works all day long. From dawn to dusk; from time to time, he/she looks at his/her watch. It’s nearly time to go, but he/she has to sort out a detail here, sign documents there and study the matters everywhere.
Finally, he/she goes home. He/she has bath, puts on more comfortable clothes, watch television, analyze and rationalize the flow of his/her career, suppress the idea of his/her wretched personal life, think again of some things that would make them preoccupied of and sleep.

And then another morning will come and go. He/she is ready again to seize the moment and maximize all the possible opportunities. Working non-stop and digging fast-paced.

That’s it; tomorrow will be as the same as any other yesterday: ROUTINE. I wonder if these people would be capable of taking at least 11 minutes of his/her day to stop and look at the world, and at his/her self, and simply do nothing.
Oh God! If these people had a choice and had understood earlier that the reason their days were all the same was because they wanted them to be like that.
Perhaps they’ll think that sometimes, there are no other complimentary alternatives and options, because there is no choice. But that’s a lie, we always have a choice.
Everyone has time to do that. It’s just that they don’t have the courage. Work is a blessing when it helps us to think about what we’re doing; but it becomes a curse when its sole use is to stop us thinking about the meaning of our life.
Courage? How can a person who sacrifices himself/herself for his career not have the courage to stop for 11 minutes a day?
The answer? I don’t know.

Well, it’s just that I figured out that there is something really more to life, but waiting for the world to change will suck out the sanity out of you.
In order to survive in this hostile world of existence, we have to let ourselves swept by the speeding cars, the busy metro, the ticking clocks, the screaming waves, the warped working hours, the running timetables, and the bombarding radio commentators and so on.

It’s best to go back to sleep. It was just a dream; there questions will get me nowhere; and tomorrow’s going to be a very, very busy day.
Maybe, it is best to see the world as it is, not as I imagine it should be.